where is Happiness ....??

So after thinking for almost an year and see all the worst that can happen to me I finally started documenting it all. I lost the meaning of happiness(*H) searching somewhere it never existed. It was me who got blinded and started searching it (*H) in those people who were not made to give me that. It was the there but I never realize where real happiness is ... I always believed that happiness is something which is shared between people and you can't have it alone. If I look back to my past I do remember the those moments which make me smile and feel happy even today its the real (*H). They where not something big but the small things in my life like winning bicycle race from friends or my mom cracking a joke on dining table after which we use to laugh till we had tears of happiness in our eyes or wining a cricket match with next neighborhood boys.In all these moments I was never alone it was my friends and family who were always every time I had my encounter with happiness So all these things where not going to give me anything other then happiness ... So the problem stated as I grew up I tried to find my happiness in Materialistic things or in a single person, all this time I was ignoring or you can say overlooking the real happiness of my life . I was very keen to get those things in my life that i stopped see the real things which i was getting in my life. I think there is time in everyone life where they stop and have a look around and see what real , good , bad and there for them.Its good to have this time because you come out of the fantasy you are living in. you need open your eyes and see whats there.