Directionless (butterfly effect)

There are many people on this planet earth who knows, who can actually predict what they will be doing in their near future and where they will be in some course of time. In my case ... it’s all unpredictable. This makes my life very much interesting and at the same time it’s like walking in the dark and unknown territory all the time which some time make me sweat and some time makes me tremendously happy.

Life is not that simple, that I thought of sitting on my school bench ... All the plan that I made all the dreams that I dreamed of all the things I wanted, all the people I liked all the things I like have changed significantly from what I want to what I need.

I don't know on what it all depends….

The best part of this kind of life is to get what you never thought that you will and the worst part is to loss you never wanted too.

Now if I see the mirror I don’t even remember what I use to be what I like to be and what I want to be …

Everyone says that everything happens for a reason … I can’t understand what’s the reason of all that’s happening around me.

My life is having a BIG balance J this means if something makes me happy then there will be something which will make me sad. So the happiness and sadness shake hand all the time leave me somewhere I don’t should I smile or should I cry.

My achievements in life are invisible and most of the time only recognized by the people who have been with me for longer duration.

People say there is nothing that you can’t do in your life you have the power to change the things around and to make the life as you wanted but I partially agree with this… this all depends. People who do all this most of the time they have nothing to lose or have everything that they wanted. They never had something with them and not all.

The good thing is that over the time I have learnt so many things : ) like how to smile when you are crying inside , how to stand fearless when you are hell scared out, how to be painless when you have all you can feel is pain.

I know I sound very depressing most of the time but I try to put my feelings in this blog which is mine and where I say what I want to and I am sorry it make you feel bad in any way.